can you tell me exactly why I’m not sleeping well?
Are all the thoughts that run trough my mind, nothing but a shell?
Will again there be a time, together me and you,
so I can just close my eyes and sleep the whole night trough?

If all those ideas don’t make sense, which I have when I’m awake
and do nothing else but burning down like candles on a cake,
is there something to fulfill, an end to start my dreams,
where when I’m there that I will find the source of what it means?

Like drowning in black water, is what I feel right now,
I can not change, what time I sleep and how.
Would it be a relief to fall asleep as if I switched a button or would it mean the end of freedom and flexibility of time?